I do not know what feeling is this that's hitting me now. I thought I'm over with the heartrending days of this week. Yet suddenly, at a point, I felt the depression again. I feel sorry for myself, but much for the persons that expects way better of me.
I failed them by my own failure, faults, and flaws; unintentionally disappointed them, and inadvertently hurt them.
They may not talk about it with angry faces and high tone. But it pains me more hearing their sweet voices of blaming behind those understanding looks. :((