From Friendster Blog. Posted April 29, 2007
I received a comment from a reader for this post. And it really feels good to be acknowledged.
i smile. i laugh hard.
but that doesn’t mean i’m happy.
though i seem to be,
do you really think i am?
i listen, but i don’t understand.
'coz i don't give a damn
with things my mind can’t bear..
i’m thinking of something..
i’m thinking of what to think about..
but my mind has nothing..
i can feel..
but somehow i think i’m numb..
i can see..
but in a way i’m blind..
insensitive yet knowledgeable..
knowledgeable in the sense that
i know i’m insensitive.
but said i’m also blind in a way.
so am i really insensitive?
or just blind not see.
and eventually not to feel?
is insensitivity subjective or objective?
am i imposing it or this is what i really am?